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Bumi dan Langit

2012-01-09T16:21:00.001+07:00

Bumi dan Langit diciptakan berpisah tapi menatap satu sama lain.

Langit terlalu kuat untuk bumi yang sangat rapuh.

Ketika langit berusaha menyentuh bumi, dewa memberi titah kepada Atlas untukmenahan langit dibahunya. Dewa takut langit akan menghancurkan bumi.

Tidakkah kau merasa itu sangat menyakitkan?

Melihat satu sama lain tapi tidak bisa bersama.

Lihatlah keatas sana, bagaimana langit melengkung seperti kubah raksasamelindungi bumi.

Langit memenjara udara dibawahnya dari ruang hampa. Menyaring apapunyang masuk dari luar sana sebelum menyentuh bumi.

Taukah kau betapa merindunya langit pada bumi?

Ketika langit mengubah warna biru cerianya menjadi kelabu, bersuarakanpetir ia pun menangis.

Setiap hembusan angin yang mengalun lembut itu rindu.

Setiap bulir air yang jatuh dan memecah diatas bumi itu cinta.

Betapa kesepiannya langit, menatap bumi sendirian di atas sana.

Bumi hanya terdiam menatap langit.

Ia membagi setiap bulir air yang jatuh dari langit kepada setiap mahlukhidup.

Ia membagi cinta yang diberikan langit padanya.

Ia mengalirkan setiap bulir air ke sebuah cawan besar bernama Samudera.

Pada setiap air yang ia antarkan ke Samudera, ia sisipkan cerita.

Cerita tentang cinta langit yang menghidupi bumi dan setiap mahlukhidup.

Kemudian bumi menunggu. Menunggu matahari menguapkan kisahnya padalangit.

Dari sini, dari ruang hampa, langit dan bumi adalah satu.

Berdansa, berputar mengelilingi matahari.

(6 Januari 2012 14:20)

Hi There, How’s Life?

2012-01-09T16:14:00.002+07:00

So, how’s your 2011? Well... mine is pretty tough...

Bahkan gue jarang posting disini lagi. Setiap huruf, rangkaiankata-katanya udah ada dikepala tapi ketika gue berhadapan sama keyboardtiba-tiba ini kok kibor qwerty apa dvorak ya? Huruf apa ini?

Mungkin gue ga bisa nulis lagi karenague nulis bukan buat nyenengin gue, tapi buat nyenengin orang lain, yang akhirnyadiharapkan bisa buat gue seneng juga. Bingung? Sama.

Sometimes we need to make a mistake just to know what is right.
Sometimes we all running away, and get lost just to find the right way.
Sometimes it takes sadness to know happiness, noise to appreciatesilence and absence to value presence.
You need the darkness to see the light.
In the name of relativity, you can easily switch from right to wrong, hellto heaven.
Its easier to judge things in black and white and never knew that graydo exist.

Mimpi-mimpi aneh gue udah lumayan berkurang sebenernya, mimpinyari-nyari ga tau apaan diganti sama mimpi ikut lomba semacam Amaizing Racetapi dikerjar setan bukan waktu. Gue masih suka takjub sama betapa randomnya otak gue. Prinsip-prinsiphidup gue runyam atas nama relativitas, adaptasi, mimikri, autotomi, meranggasapalah itu. Self-defence gue keterlaluan padahal seranganjuga ga ada, capek-capek bikin benteng yang akhirnya gue runtuhin sendiri. Begonyaadalah udah tau gue salah tetep aja diterusin.

Kadang kita perlu berputar menjadi sesuatu yang bukan kita, demi bisamenjadi diri kita lagi. (Perahu Kertas)

Berbakat deh gue jadi tukang bajaj ngelesnya luar biasa :p I’m ahazzard to my self, gimana cara berdamai sama diri sendiri? Ngurangin ego gue,mengatur emosi yang makin acakadut, dan keras kepala gue yang makin sekerasmarmer? Gue rasa itu PR gue tahun ini.

Oiya walaupun telat 9 hari..

Semoga blog ini gak lagi berisi kemarahan ato kekecewaan gue samadiri sendiri atau sama dunia.

Let’s live life abudantly :)

kewajiban tanpa hak

2011-10-11T21:09:00.001+07:00

Dosen Pengambilan Keputusan Manajerial gue bilang:
"Keputusan yang paling sulit itu adalah keputusan yang berkaitan dengan hati.

Pacaran itu kebanyakan kewajiban tapi haknya gak ada.

Lain kalau sudah menikah, satu sama lain punya hak dan kewajiban.
Pacaran itu hanya membebani saja, kalian harus melakukan banyak kewajiban tapi gak bisa nuntut haknya.

Saya kasih kalian waktu sampai akhir semester buat mutusin pacarnya masing-masing, untuk dapetin nilai tambahan 20 dari saya."

Semacam musti banyak nonton ftv buat latian ekting mutusin pacar depan dosen hmm..
20 bok lumayan!

wake up from comma

2011-10-11T21:08:00.001+07:00

Hello mind, how are you?

You've been sober lately, and somehow I feel like healthier.
I'm sorry for giving you a daily dose of nicotine, because you over-pumped my heart and made my hormon pushing my extraordinary behavior.
Insane.

I lost you there for I don't now how long.
Life's like a dream, I can't believe what I've been through.
Its miracle i'm still here.

You know, I wish you could paralyzed heart for sometime.
She made a chaos, she is in a rubble, she's overreacted.
But don't let her die, she die and so are you.

Get better each day please, I need you, my mind, my man.
To open my eyes and see the world differently, to move my hand and doing good deeds, to move my legs and running forward to the future, and beat my heart to the rhythm of love.

so, you're gone but your idea will live forever

2011-10-07T02:06:00.000+07:00

Innovation distinguishes between a leader and a follower. – via

Sometimes when you innovate, you make mistakes. It is best to admit them quickly, and get on with improving your other innovations. – via

Here’s to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes… the ones who see things differently — they’re not fond of rules… You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can’t do is ignore them because they change things… they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do. – Think Different, narrated by Steve Jobs

Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary. - Steve Jobs’ Stanford Commencement Address

We are told to remember the idea, not the man, because a man can fail. He can be caught, he can be killed and forgotten, but 400 years later, an idea can still change the world. I've witnessed first hand the power of ideas, I've seen people kill in the name of them, and die defending them. - V for Vendetta

Goodbye
Rest In Peace Uncle Steve
2011, the Fifth of October

Source

A selfnote: count your blessing

2011-09-27T23:01:00.001+07:00

God counts every good deeds you've done, even when you are still planning on it
but have you ever count everything God gave you?
air to breath, water, sunshine, rain, every single person God create to accompany you and teach you about life?

Partner in Love

2011-08-27T21:54:00.001+07:00

A home, a place to come back after a long journey, not a cage to get a view and locked me up.
A knight, who conquer the world with me, fight together with me. Not a guardian who protects me and keeps me in the highest tower.
A family, a friend, an enemy, a lover
I want you to be my partner in love :)

ambi ver.1

2011-05-05T02:50:00.000+07:00

I know that perfection means joy and pain. And I know that you are the one who have to choose, to be in a state of joy or to suffer in pain. You are the one who know when to feel enough.

But it is also our natural, to ask for more joy and plea for lesser pain. This matter of joy and pain is just as natural as birth and death. Just deal with it? Face it?

Well I'm blessed with logical like a man but still born as a sensitive woman. Caught in the middle.

Sometimes I'm aware that I'm such a pain in the ass, when I'm acting like a very sensitive-baby-butt, and on the other day I could be a heartless bitch who use my logical side. Another gift and curses. Yes, I am blaming myself for letting the "natural" thingy take control of me. How can I be weaker than a bacteria? Even bacteria could evolve into DNA and I'm just go with the flow, doing nothing. Dumb. Numb.

Finally It's Maroon 5 in Jakarta

2011-05-05T02:27:00.003+07:00

Akhirnya setelah 5 tahun penantian, my favorite band #1 - Maroon 5 - datang untuk menggoyang Jakarta pada 27 April 2011. Jam 7 gue memasuki venue dan penonton area festival sudah duduk manis dilantai menutup ¼ area di depan panggung. Beberapa menit kemudian Matt ngecek drumnya, eh langsung pada heboh berdiri, dikira konser mau mulai. Gue mengambil kesempatan ini untuk merangsek kedepan panggung hehehe. Akhirnya gue dapet di area sebelah kanan menghadap panggung. Dan berdirilah disana gue bersama Naresh, Tari, Ayu, Mba Dhini, Tyas dan Cipta menunggu selama 1 jam 20 menit sampai akhirnya konser baru dimulai pukul 08:20 terlambat 20 menit dari jadwal. Rupanya 24 jam mampu menularkan kebiasaan kita sama bule ya bok? :p

Sampai akhirnya lampu padam, otomatis semua jerit tau siapa yang sebentar lagi bakal keluar.
Yeah here we go..
The Bassist – Mickey Madden

The Drummer – Matt Flynn

The Guitarist – James Valentine

The Keyboardist – Jesse Carmichael

And The Sexiest Vocalist – Adam Levine

Melodi langsung terdengar dan Adam pun mulai bernyanyi “So scared of breaking it but you won’t let it bend and I wrote 2 hundred letters I will ever send..” serentak semua bernyanyi dan mengangkat tangan buat ngambil gambar. Andai Rihanna konser besoknya di Jakarta mungkin bisa dipinjem sebentar buat featuring Adam Levine berdendang If I Never See Your Face pada lagu kedua. Sayangnya Rihanna baru akan konser disini bulan November. Suasana semakin panas dan semua bernyanyi “Is there anyone out there cause it getting harder and harder to breathe” yang terus digeber dengan Give A Little More.

Kemudian mereka menurunkan ketegangan dengan memainkan The Sun, Won’t Go Home Without You, Never Gonna Leave This Bed, Secret and my favorite song She Will Be Loved in accoustic version. Huaaa.. meleleh...

Pada sesi ini terselip lagu Billie Jean lho pada notice gak? Gue aja gak notice klo temen gue gak cerita :p (fans macem apa kamu *dilempar sendal jepit sama mas Adam*)

Sesi ketiga dimulai dengan Wake Up Call, dilanjutkan Shiver dengan selipan What’s Love Gotta Do With It, Stutter dan di tutup dengan This Love. Terus mereka minta diteriakin we want more sebelum nyanyi 3 Encore: Hands All Over, Makes Me Wonder and the closing is..

That maybe all I need, in darkness she is all I see.. come and rest your bones with me driving slow on Sunday Morning..

Terharu.. menye-menye.. gak rela mereka pulang.. tapi nothing last forever klo kata mereka.. dan konserpun harus berakhir. And here are the set list..

Penilaian tentang konser yang gue dapet hasil belajar dari Sasa ada 3 poin:
1.Penyanyi/Band
2.Crowd
3.Sound dan set tata lampu

Dari poin pertama, sepanjang konser gue ngerasa Adam Levine sendiri yang pecicilan sana-sini, paling sama James dan Mickey, yang lainnya cuma kaya i’m here only doing my job.. gue gak ngerasa mereka main sebagai satu jiwa, satu tubuh.. Ibaratnya mah Maroon 5 tuh Adam Levine only :( yah walaupun bisa dilihat dari video di Youtube mereka juga kaya gitu sih.. Ekspektasi gue aja yang terlalu tinggi kayaknya..

Poin kedua, crowdnya - yang gue baru tau segini banyaknya - gak asik.

Bukan masalah ababil atau engga tapi penikmat musik atau engga. Kebanyakan dari mereka gak bener-bener menikmati konser, mereka lebih ngerekam atau ambil foto, gak goyang bareng pas nyanyi, bahkan ada yang gak tau lagunya tapi gak mau memberi jalan gue untuk lebih dekat ke panggung #nangis. Atau mungkin gue aja yang berdiri di area crowd yang salah. Jadinya gue kurang menikmati konsernya #semakinnangis. Yah mungkin gue harus menabung lebih keras lagi, nanti gue harus nonton mereka lagi dan mudah-mudahan nonton sama crowd yang lebih asik :)

Poin terakhir mah bagus bener. Setelah pulang semua orang merasa telinganya berdenging, gue sih engga udah biasa dengerin mp3 dengan volume maksimal soalnya :p #sombong. Tata lampunya juga keren banget. Keliatannya bawa lampu sendiri pihak sananya.

Overall.. GAK PUAS!! Gue nagih, gue sakaw, gue mau Maroon 5 lagi. Mau liat Adam Levine dengan kaos putih-tipis-basah bergelayut bikin nafsu di tiang mic #ouch, mau liat petikan gitar James, masih kangen melodi keyboard Jesse, mau jadi saksi kekompakan bass Mickey sama stamina Matt gebukin drum. Masih mau nyanyi bareng Maroon 5 lagi!! Walaupun sebagai satu band kurang terasa kompak, gue tetep mencintai Maroon 5. I Love You guys as long as I could <3 Sampai beretemu lagi dikonser berikutnya :D

Sumber gambar Rolling Stone Indonesia, Jurnalis @solehsolihun, dan foto pribadi.

H-2 Maroon 5 Jakarta

2011-04-25T23:03:00.002+07:00

Penukaran tiket sebenernya udah mulai dari H-3, tapi karena voucher gw barengan ama temen gw, dia baru ambil H-2, jadi hari ini gw sibuk COD ambil tiket *tsah sibuk preett*

Di Impact Arena - Bangkok tanggal 23 April, Maroon 5 membawakan sekitar 16 lagu dengan durasi 90menit menurut live tweetnya @danie_satrio reporter majalah HAI yang kesana.
Lagu-lagu yang dibawain antara lain Misery, Harder To Breath, Give a Little More, Billie Jean, I Won't Go Home Without You, Never Gonna Leave This Bed, She Will Be Loved (dibawain akustik men! Gw harus paling depan klo pas lagu favorit gw ini maen!), Wake Up Call, Stutter (kyaaaaa ini lagu gokil), This Love dan ditutup 3 encore.
Terus Maroon 5 maen di Indoor Stadium - Singapura tadi (25/4), kurang lebih lamanya sama cuma 1jam 30menit jadi mulai jam 8an jam 9 udah selesai. Waduh klo sampe disini yang tiketnya sold out cuma manggung selama 1,5jam tega banget.. give a little more please..Mudah-mudahan disini lebih lama ya :)

Yang pasti sih gak sabar nunggu tanggal 27, Istora Senayan - Jakarta!!

Two way monologue.

2011-03-29T13:58:00.001+07:00

Gue baru sadar akhir-akhir ini, gue terlalu banyak menggunakan otak gue. Lho bukannya bagus otaknya dipake? Hey men segala sesuatu yang berlebihan itu gak baik lagi akibatnya, gue mikir doang ga ada tindakan.

Mikirin gue kedepan mau gimana, mikirin orang tua gue, temen-temen gue, pacar gue.. ade gw? Ga ah males die laki ini biar urus sendiri. Pacar lo bukan laki emang? Oija.

Kembali pada topik, gue terlalu banyak bikin pertimbangan, memikirkan causality dari tindakan-tindakan yang bahkan baru gue rencanakan. Tapi gue ga mikir akibat terlalu banyak mikir ini: waktu terbuang banyak dan gue jadi paranoid sendiri. Menciptakan ketakutan-ketakutan yang bikin gue ga maju-maju.

Kemaren-kemaren gue sempet ngetwit "I feel like I've been running but why I'm still here?" Dan temen gue ada yg bales "Makanya turun dong dari treadmill" haha bener juga ya gue cuma lari-lari ditempat aja dari kemaren :(

Orang bilang kita harus punya tujuan hidup, nah gue belom punya itu gue masih mikirin itu tapi jadinya ya tadi gak kemana-mana. Mungkin ga sekarang gue harus tau jawabannya, biar waktu yang jawab. Mungkin nanti gue pasti tau jawabannya. Yang harus gue lakukan sekarang ya maju.

Jalanin apa yang gue anggap benar, jangan peduli apa kata orang. Bah ini bagian tersusah buat gue. Gue ga tau kenapa sangat peduli apa kata orang tentang gue. Padahal kan mereka ga tau gimana rasanya diposisi gue, apa yang mendasari keputusan-keputusan gue tapi gue sangat memikirkan apa yang keluar dari mulut mereka. Dan akhirnya menyakiti hati gue sendiri dan jadi beban pikiran sendiri. Stupid me.

Saking terlalu banyaknya mikir, gue dengan mudahnya sakit. Yep setres gue kayanya. I should reduce it, I should start doing something than just thinking and afraid with all the impact would be. Life's like a rollercoaster right? It isn't as scary as you've seen.

Ketakutan juga cuma akan bikin gue marah-marah. Marah karena ga ada yang bisa ngerti gue, keadaan ga kunjung membaik, marah sama diri sendiri karena gue ga punya kemampuan apa-apa. Hey kamu lahir bawa apa?

Bahkan mau ngeblog mau ngetwit pasang status FB aja gue kebanyakan mikir. Sering discard hahaha gila gue kayaknya. Dan sebagai tindakan pertama menghentikan dominasi otak gue, jadilah post ini.

Yeah sometimes in life you just have to act. Follow your intuition and don't thinking too much. Move on you skinny bitch ;p

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dewasa

2011-03-06T01:21:00.002+07:00

usia tidak menandakan seseorang telah dewasa, usia hanyalah angka
angka tidak mampu menunjukkan apa yang telah kau pelajari
apa yang telah kau pahami dari setiap kejadian di dalam hidup mu

bagiku...
dewasa adalah dimana kau mengakui dirimu
menerima kekuranganmu, memaafkan kesalahanmu, menerima kelebihanmu, dan menyadari kemampuanmu
dewasa adalah kemampuanmu dalam mengendalikan emosimu
tau kapan kau harus marah, tau kapan kau harus diam, tau kapan kau harus bergembira
mensingkronisasi pikiran dengan isi hati mu
menentukan pilihan-pilihan dengan bijaksana
mampu bersikap sesuai waktu dan tempatnya

dewasa adalah tidak egois
menyadari akan keberadaan orang lain
berempati tanpa harus merendahkan, menghormati tapi bukan mengagungkan
dewasa adalah tidak peduli
mengesampingkan apa pendapat negatif orang lain, tau dan yakin kemana harus melangkah

dewasa adalah apa yang telah kau pelajari sepanjang hidup mu

hahahaha hidup ini akan terlalu sempurna jika semua orang dewasa
pada kenyataanya tak akan ada dia yang benar-benar dewasa
apalagi mereka
kesempurnaan hidup: sesuai dengan porsinya
bagaimana kita belajar dan menghadapi keberagaman ini
ah ya aku lupa itu

2011-01-19T11:53:00.000+07:00

Sometimes I hate for being so strong.
Even Superman needs a shoulder to cry on.

The Last Monday

2010-12-27T17:28:00.002+07:00

this is the last Monday on 2010
a lot of things have happened in this year, quite heavy but I made it :)
thank you family, friends and love for always there for me

thank god I have 'em, love you all :)
and here are my 2011 wishlist and resolution:

gain weight until my weight is 45kg
passed all the subject in next semester and get a good GPA
learn to be more patient as I lose my control this year :(
be there on Maroon 5 concert April 27, 2010
land my feet on Bali or Raja Ampat :p
bought a best-buy laptop
build my online shop with mom

I hope next year will be much better..
amin :)

scrapbook credits:
freebies storage
free digital scrapbooking
spring sensation

quarter life crisis part II

2010-12-27T01:49:00.002+07:00

Ketika kamu ingin menangis
tapi sulit karena kamu tau menangis tak akan menyelesaikan masalah
Ketika kamu ingin marah
tapi kamu tau itu hanya akan membuatmu kehilangan tenaga dan kehilangan kewarasanmu

Ingin rasanya lari sebentar
dari semua pikiran ini, hirukpikuk di kota besar ini
Menghirup udara kebebasan
dan kemudian menguraikan benang kusut di pikiran ini

Aku butuh lebih dari hanya sekedar kalimat "sabar ya"
Perlihatkan aku perspektif baru
Dunia dari sudut yang berbeda

Life is an adventure

2010-12-15T08:10:00.003+07:00

I want to live my life to the absolute fullest

To open my eyes
To be what I can be

To travel roads not taken
To meet faces unknown

To feel the wind
To touch the stars

I promise to discover myself

To stand tall with greatness
To chase down and catch every dream

Life is an adventure

*Nutrilon Royal 3 Advertisement

thank god I got the ticket

2010-12-06T16:05:00.001+07:00

Seminggu menjelang penjualan tiket konser Maroon 5 gue udah setres parah. Dari 6500 tiket yang bakal dijual gue takut aja gue bukan salah satunya, mana gue lagi banyak tugas presentasi gara2 udah mau UAS. Derita kerja sambil kuliah otak terpecah-pecah.

Segala strategi udah gw pikirkan, pinjem cc buat jaga2 klo misalkan bs beli di Maroon 5 SIN (eh ternyata untuk member yang bayar), siapin duit di tabungan dan cash ditangan klo ga dapet di rumah Adrie Subono gw siap dengan laptop beli di Jakarta Concerts. GPS pun udah gue siapin, rumahnya si om udah masuk bookmark ga mau ada cerita nyasar segala.

Malem minggunya (tanggal 4) udah ke Indoma*t beli bekel buat besok, karena gue sama sekali ga ngebayang bakal dikasi tempat duduk, tenda dan bakal ada yang buka lapak makanan disana. Rencana berangkat jam 4 dari rumah sama cowo gue. Besokkannya si pacar baru sampe rumah jam 6 kurang mana gue pake menci2 dulu pula, doh.

Gue baru jalan temen gue bbm laporan udah sampe dan dapet nomer antrian 265. Makin panik deh, untung gue udah pupi tadi di rumah jadi gak kebelet. Biasa klo panik pasti pengen boker. Begitu masuk tol JORR cowo gw tanya "Ngebut nih?" jawaban gw spontan iyalah! Dia langsung tancep gas dan beneran rasanya kaya film Fast and Furious. Gue takut mobil kebalik ato nabrak secara lo tau kan aspal negara kita ini busuk banget. Kecepatan mencapai 140 km/jam, klo ada NOS di mobil pasti udah dipake dan muka gw udah tergepeng-gepeng akibat tekanannya. Sory imajinasi gue lebay, maklum panik.

Dari masuk pintu tol sampe depan rumah si om berhasil menempuh 17menit (I love you my boyfie :-*) dan gue dapet antrian nomer 440! Presale lewat tapi gue ga perduli yang penting gue harus dapet tiket. Tanya yang ngebagiin tiket berapa kuota masing-masing kelas, takut gue ga kebagian tiket festival, gue ga mau tribun karena ga ada bedanya gue nonton di Youtube. Jawabannya tribun 4000 dan festival 3000. Jiaahh lemes dapet ga nih diantara 3000 itu? Cowo gue, gue suruh tanya lagi sama om Adrie ada prioritas ga antara beli disini sama online? Anyway gw bawa laptop dimobil.

Akhirnya jam 08.14 mulai dipanggilin nomer urutnya. Ababil buanyaak banget mana belom dipanggil udah ngerumunin depan pager menghalangi pandangan gue yang kebetulan dapet tempat duduk persis depan pager. Pas antrian menyentuh 170 ada temennya temen gue namanya Pinky. Dia dapet antrian nomer 225 dan cuma beli 2, gak pake lama gue langsung nitip ama dia. Akhirnya dia keluar dan memastikan gue dapet 2 tiket!!
Thankk yoouu Pinky :D

Walau sayangnya voucher (buat nanti baru ditukerin tiket tanggal 25 April 2010) yang merupakan undian meet&greet itu dijadiin satu. Tapi kalah juga sih tadi gue baru liat pengumumannya :'(
Yang penting
Thank god I got Maroon 5 concert ticket yaaaaayyyyy!!

living in uncertainty

2010-11-22T00:48:00.003+07:00

In the night,
I have to wait for you to finish your things
In the day,
I have to wait for you to wake up
In the weekday,
I have to wait for the weekend to have a full day with you
In the weekend,
I have to wait for our time being shared to our family and friends
In the meantime,
I have to wait for you to finish your college, wait for you to have a job
so we can have our own life, our own world

For how long I have to wait like this?
I hate waiting
and hoping just make it worst

Maroon 5 the long awaited concert

2010-11-21T13:05:00.001+07:00

Middle of this month, Maroon 5 concert in Indonesia is sounding. Yes this is my deepest dream: to watch Adam, Jesse, James, Michael, Matt in front of my eyes and singing together with them. And you know this was one of my resolution for this year!
The concert has been listed in their show list on the official website.

I hope there is no cancellation like Rihanna concert. Kenapa ga 1 Mei aja sih pas ulang tahun gue, it will be my greatest gift hehehe. Harga tiketnya mahal, tapi wajarlah buat sekaliber Maroon 5 dan sebagai filter supaya ababil-yang-ga-gitu-doyan-tapi-pengen-nonton-supaya-dianggep-gaul ga usah ikutan nonton hahaha :p. The sad thing is my boyfie doesn't want to watch it, because it is expensive and he doesn't really like Maroon 5 (or either he is jealous to Adam Levine). It would be nice if i can watch it with him :(
Tiket mulai dijual tanggal 5 Desember 2010, tiket pre sale yang diskon IDR 100.000 dijual terbatas dan cuma bisa beli tunai di rumah Adri Subono. Ada rumor kalo artis-artis Indonesia yang kenal sama Adri atau Melanie udah pada beli duluan sama dia aarrgghh. Curang! Ada gosip juga kalau nanti bakal ada buy 1 get 1 pake kartu tanda pelajar, whoa mau bangettt kali aja bisa beliin buat pacar supaya dia mau ikut. Sumpah gw takut gak kebagian :( gue udah kepengen banget nonton dari jaman album Songs About Jane. Ya Allah semoga gue bisa nonton mereka, amin.

count your blessings

2010-11-09T16:46:00.000+07:00

pop on the head

2010-11-09T16:40:00.002+07:00

yay this is my first successful pop art image and also my new header...

I find it quite difficult but I made it yayy..

Below are the resources if you want to try:

Stock image from Getty Image click here,

tutorial from Abduzeedo go here

and

Tom's Handwriting font (one of my favorite) right here.

Learning on Canon PhotoMarathon 2010, Indonesia

2010-11-03T12:53:00.006+07:00

16 Oktober 2010, PT Datascrip - distributor tunggal kamera Canon - menyelenggarakan Canon PhotoMarathon untuk kedua kalinya di Jakarta.

Meng"quote" website resminya Canon Photomarathon is a photo competition that challenges participants to create photographic masterpieces in line with assigned themes - under time pressure. Dari hadiahnya sebenernya udah keliatan tingkat kesulitan memenangkan acara kek gini untuk seseorang yang kemampuan motonya kaya gue ini hehehe.

Awalnya sih gak niat ikut, disamping gak punya kamera digital, kemampuan fotografi masih labil, dan gue cuma mau menyemangati kekasih hati (halah) dan kakak sepupu yang ngincer 7Dnya. Tapi mengingat acaranya dari matahari terbit ampe matahari tenggelem - daripada plongaplongo - pada H-2 gue memutuskan ikut dengan minjem kamera kakaknya Tania, nuhun pisan kak Rubi :)

Menurut peraturan jam 6 udah harus disana, dari Jatibening ke Central Park mesti berangkat jam berapa? yes kita cabut jam 5. Padahal semalem baru tidur jam 2 gara-gara pulang kampus jam 10 dan masih kejebak macet !@#$%^&*. Sampai sana langsung registrasi buat dapetin nametag dan topi merah.

Registrasi on the spot-nya berantakan banget, catatan buat tahun depan regis online aja selain lebih murah, gak ribet. Mau liat kaya apa banyaknya peserta?

Canon Photo Marathon 2010 - Jakarta Indonesia in Indonesia

Setelah sarapan croissant dari panitia yang enak banget dan foto-foto..

(itu gue baju putih di ujung kiri atas deket huruf C-nya tulisan Canon hahaha narsis)

lomba dimulai sekitar jam 8 dengan tema pertama: Arsitektur. Kata Jaja Miharja: Apaan tuh?
Karena dipikiran gue arsitektur tuh gedungnya ya gue mencoba mencari angle yang bagus dari sebuah mall.

Semenjak tau acaranya di Central Park, gue udah suudzon Agung Podomoro pinter banget cari kesempatan mempromosikan mall barunya, ditambah lagi sekarang temanya arsitektur :p

Total peserta acara ini adalah 2.113 peserta, jadi ya semua spot isinya manusia bertopi merah, susah dapet angle yang sepi gak ada orangnya. Ketika dapet ide mau foto uliran tempat parkir dari bawah ke atas, gue segera ngintip ke dasar tempat parkir, eh udah ada 3 orang pake tripod nongkrong dibawah =__="
Akhirnya pada menit-menit terakhir dapet juga spot kosong dan memilih foto ini yang gue submit.

Taunya foto arsitektur yang jadi pemenangnya tuh kayak foto yg kiri atas dibawah ini

Salah kan gue..hahaha..
Setiap sebelum jam yang ditentukan untuk 1 tema selesai, kita diharuskan foto jam. Supaya ketauan kan fotonya bener difoto diantara waktu yang ditentuin apa engga. Ini foto jam gue setelah tema pertama yang selesai jam 9:40 berapa menit lagi tuch?

Sekitar jam 10an tema kedua dimulai, yaitu Lifestyle. Semuanya masuk ke dalem mall mengambil gambar orang-orang lagi nongkrong di Starbuck, etalase-etalase toko, gambar-gambar yang ada di tembok dalem mall, dsb. Akhirnya gue punya ide buat ngeset aja (ga ada larangan kan?). Cowo gue, gue suruh moto gue pake iPod sambil maenan BB dan gue moto dia lagi ngerokok. Ngawurnya Super

mwehehehe contoh lifestyle yg tidak sehat ceritanya :p
bokehnya sih asik ya? tapi buat di lombain?mmpphhh...
Selesai tema kedua kita submit fotonya, terus istirahat di foodcourt. Makan, terus gantian tidur buat nunggu pengumuman pemenang. Waktu giliran cowo gue tidur, gue iseng jalan ternyata di lantai bawah (foodcourt lantai 4) panitia ngasi 3 model buat di foto gratis.

Buas-buas bener dah itu orang-orang haha. Gue gak gitu minat dan gak bisa foto model (sirik duluan sama badan modelnya :p)

Sore harinya dapet coaching dari Arbain Rambey tentang fotografi dan gimana cara menangin lomba kaya gini. Ada beberapa poin penting yang gue dapet:

Bikin foto yang terlihat menarik pertama dari thumbnailnya. "Ga mungkin kan juri bukain foto satu-satu dari 2ribu peserta?"
Ga usah bawa full gear, mending bawa satu tapi yang fungsional, repot ganti lensa malah ga dapet momen.
Sebelom lomba, observasi tempatnya dulu biar punya banyak ide pas udah dikasi tema
Dan yang paling gue suka dari saran-saran dia adalah untuk menggunakan Auto Mode.

Halo penggemar fotografi seluruh Indonesia, yang udah jago sekaliber om Arbain aja pake Auto gituloh. Sapa sih yang bilang kalo jago kudu pake Manual Mode? meteringnya sih beliau manual hehe. Gue mau sekalian protes sama mereka yang menganut paham kalau mau jago fotografi itu harus pake Manual dan harus mulai belajar pake kamera Analog. Jadi klo mau belajar pake Windows 7 mesti belajar DOS dulu? Di jaman serba canggih seperti sekarang, sudah diberi kemudahan kok mempersulit diri sendiri?

Selesai pengumuman pemenang biar gak sedih dan kebetulan kakak sepupu gue kenal sama Kristupa Saragih mari kita poto-poto dulu :D

MFR, Moi and my sister

Sampai jumpa di Canon PhotoMarathon berikutnya :)

quarter-life crisis

2010-10-13T15:34:00.003+07:00

Characteristics of quarter-life crisis:
feeling “not good enough” because one can’t find a job that is at one’s academic/intellectual level
frustration with relationships, the working world, and finding a suitable job or career
~~confusion of identity~~
insecurity regarding the near future
insecurity concerning long-term plans, life goals
insecurity regarding present accomplishments
re-evaluation of close interpersonal relationships
disappointment with one’s job
nostalgia for university, college, high school or elementary school life
tendency to hold stronger opinions
boredom with social interactions
loss of closeness to high school and college friends
financially-rooted stress (overwhelming college loans, unanticipatedly high cost of living, etc.)
loneliness
~~desire to have children~~
a sense that everyone is, somehow, doing better than you

twenty something
future and a bunch of "what if" questions
I must start this and that from now, as the clock is ticking and the sound is killing me
no one is really understand and when I grumble, everyone mad at me

saya gak labil cuma lagi krisis..

color tone

2010-10-07T10:54:00.001+07:00

warm and friendly

cascade the RGB curve

color leaks

just an amateur color player :)

rain is coming again

2010-10-05T16:12:00.005+07:00

gray clouds shrouding and pouring their weight
some say it's a fortune, some say it's a problem

a problem
I'm afraid to get sick, wet and cold
sick because of the wind they bought
sick because of the dust they put back down again
afraid of the thunder, blind by the lightning
afraid they will bought storm and take me away

alone once again and I have to go under this falling rain
i have to catch the bus

there is nothing but an empty street
I stumble, I get hurt
I have to stand and walk away
strong

this only water
I drink it
they are rushing in my blood what i have to be afraid of
nothing
they won't hurt me

and you were there
not with that umbrella, took my hand
gave me the warmth
told me everything is going to be okay
"go, dancing with the pouring rain"

a fortune
things will change
this pain will useful
I can make it through the rain
once again

patient

2010-09-23T14:38:00.000+07:00

fake for fun

2010-09-19T18:33:00.001+07:00

Ketika waktu mu masih cukup banyak untuk mereka, kamu dielu-elukan, kamu disayang
Ketika waktu mu mulai terbagi dan tersisa sedikit untuk mereka, mereka bilang kamu berubah, kamu berlebihan
Kamu tau? derita mu adalah derita mereka saat derita mu sama dengan mereka
Mereka membagi sedih yang sama dan kegembiraan yang sama, tetapi ketika kamu selangkah berbeda merekalah yang tidak lagi sama
Mereka menyebut diri teman, tanpa meresapi arti dan ikatannya

Mungkin bukan hanya mereka tapi juga aku, kamu, kita..

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my favorite manga

2010-09-15T21:50:00.001+07:00

Left to right: Setsuna Meio as Sailor Pluto; Haruka Teno as Sailor Uranus; Michiru Kaio as Sailor Neptunus; Ami Mizuno as Sailor Mercury; Hotaru Tomoe as Sailor Saturn; Makoto Kino as Sailor Jupiter; Chibiusa as Chibimoon; Usagi Tsukino as Me: Sailor Moon :p ; Rei Hino as Sailor Mars; Aino Minako as Sailor Venus; Kou Taiki as Sailor Star Maker; Kou Seiya as Sailor Star Fighter; Kou Yaten as Sailor Star Healer

haruskah sikomo yang didemo?

2010-09-15T17:32:00.002+07:00

"traffic jam city street forget about the rest, your sanity will be put to the test"
~Adhitia Sofyan

Lirik lagu itu memang pas buat menggambarkan padatnya jalanan kota Jakarta: kemacetan bener-bener menguji kewarasan lo. Penilaian gue berdasarkan pengalaman gue sendiri (bilang aja mau curhat). Setiap hari gue kerja dengan rute Jatibening - Kuningan lewat tol dalam kota. Pada hari biasa waktu tempuh gue sekitar 2,5jam karena macet yang amat sangat, sedangkan pada H+3 lebaran - simsalabim prokprokprok jadi berapa - 15 menit karena jalanan super sepi.

menurut perhitungan matematika
1 jam = 60 menit
2,5 jam = 2,5 x 60 = 150 menit
150 menit : 15 menit
10 : 1

Berarti beda sepuluh menit doang ya? haha
Dengan perbandingan seperti itu kayaknya Jakarta udah dibilang lumpuh deh, setiap hari lho macet gitu belom kalo ujan
Jakarta isinya bener-bener orang kaya, semua punya mobil semua punya motor pribadi
Jalan isinya udah orang doang, coba campur cendol kan seger...
Siapa lagi yang bisa memperbaiki ini selain pemerintah?
Mereka lebih ributin kolem reneng ama SPA?? Daripada masalah macet yang semakin lama semakin gila.

Menurut gue 3 in 1 itu udah ga efektif, malah jadi padet di daerah lain dan bikin banyak joki. Kuningan padet merupakan imbas dari orang-orang yang ga bisa lewat daerah 3 in 1, sistem 3 in 1 juga malah menciptakan lapangan pekerjaan yang ga sehat. Pelebaran jalan juga udah ga mungkin, entah karena tata kota yang memang kecolongan atau memang lalai, sehingga kota ini sudah sangat padat dan tidak tertata. Trans Jakarta gue nilai cukup ngebantu, tapi jeleknya bikin jalan semakin sempit.

Menurut gue pemerintah harusnya berpikir bagaimana mengurangi jumlah pemakai kendaraan pribadi, karena itulah yang bikin penuh jalan. Dilarang jelas gak mungkin, lha wong beli pake duit sendiri masa dilarang? Pemerintah harusnya bener-bener memperbaiki transportasi umum, itu yang pertama. Buat mereka yang punya (atau mau punya) kendaraan pribadi berpikir "Mending gue naik kendaraan umum, nyaman, aman, tinggal duduk, ga capek nyetir dan ga perlu mikirin perawatan kendaraan". Kenyataanya orang-orang kan males naik kendaraan umum, udah kendaraannya busuk-busuk, penuh, bau, ga aman, beh kalo ga gara-gara masalah ongkos mana mau naik kendaraan umum.

Kedua, bikin mass transportation yang ga makan jalan, kereta gantung kek, monorail, atau semacem ini:

katanya mau dibuat di China.

Ketiga, Pajak kendaraan tinggi kaya diluar negeri, jadi ga banyak yang mau punya kendaraan pribadi. Terus yang urus Dinas Pendidikan biar uangnya buat sekolahin anak-anak kurang mampu daripada masuk kantong orang macem Gayus. Sekali setahun buat hari bebas kendaraan bermotor, bikin festival kendaraan hias kaya sepeda, becak, andong, atau odong-odong, jadi sehari bebas asap kendaraan bermotor dan bisa jadi objek wisata.

This is it, pemikiran gue, gue ga mau cuma bisa protes tanpa memberi saran :)
Apa gue harus demo sikomo yang katanya bikin macet?

perang ndasmu!!

2010-09-14T13:34:00.001+07:00

Gue baru dapet slentik'an buat membahas negara ku tercinta yang baru merayakan kemerdekaannya. Slentik'an itu datang dari sebuah blog yang isinya kurang banyak menghina dina Indonesia dengan kata-kata seperti Indon. Nah pasti udah kepikir deh siapa kan? terus udah mikir mau ganyang-mengganyang ato ngajak perang. Eseses nanti dengerin curhat gue dulu.

Pertama gue ga tau pasti siapa yang nulis blog ini dan gue yakin lo juga ga tau kecuali lo hacker ato paranormal yang bisa dapet identitasnya, lo yang punya blognya dan Tuhan. Jadi isinya kira-kira begini..

Indonesia itu ga tau apa-apa tentang yang namanya budaya, kesenian, peradaban, dan hak cipta. kemudian dia mempertanyakan budaya-budaya dan kesenian yang Indonesia klaim seperti Tari Pendet itu budaya Indonesia atau Bali? dangdut itu budaya Indonesia atau budaya dari Hindustan? Indonesia mau menuntut Borobodur sebagai ciptaan asli Jawa atau inspirasi dari budaya India?
Dia menyatakan kalau Indonesia hanya bisa marah-marah, kalau kalah panasan terus ngajak perang. Kemudian dia memberi contoh percakapan 2 orang Indonesia
A: Malaysia maling tarian pendet! Mari kita bakar bendera Malaysia!
B: Dengar dari mana?
C: Dari SMS

Jujur gue sedikit tertohok karena ada sedikit benarnya. Seinget gue tentang sejarah negara Indonesia (sebelom gue tidur dikelas) kebudayaan kita memang banyak dipengaruhi kebudayaan dari luar. Agama pertama yang sampai disini kan hindu dengan berdirinya Kerajaan Kutai di Kalimantan (tepuk tangan dulu gue masih inget hahahaha) jadi bisa dibilang kebudayaan kita sedikit banyak hasil asimilasi dengan budaya agama itu yang mirip-mirip (kalau ga boleh dibilang sama) dengan kebudayaan India
Boleh ya hasil asimilasi kita klaim jadi punya kita?
itu pertanyaan lho bukan statement..

Intinya sih, gue bukan mau ngebahas masalah klaim-klaiman yang gue sendiri gak ngerti tapi 1 hal yang gue renungin: bisa gak sih kita jangan gampang di provokasi? bisa gak sih kita cari tau dulu sebelum teriak-teriak?
Ya di Twitter ya di TV ya di BBM.. saring dulu sebelum bener-bener di telen jangan sampai kesedak. Jangan asal pada teriak perang kita juga teriak perang..
Coba ditanya kakek neneknya yang masih hidup atau kalau yang seumuran gue (12thn.. iye tambah 10 :p) coba tanya sama bapak ibunya rasanya perang kaya apa?
ga ada gue denger jaman perang itu enak..

Media juga akhir-akhir ini terlihat terlalu provokasi dan lebay, seharusnya media itu sebagai penengah dengan porsi yang pas bukan kompor-komporin orang-orang. Entah ini mungkin ini perasaan gue aja, ada suatu kekuatan besar tak terlihat yang sedang berusaha menghancurkan Indonesia. Media dapet dana darimana bisa punya berita-berita dari yang ecek-ecek macam keong kecut sampai masalah perairan dengan embel-embel eksklusif ?

Ayolah rakyat Indonesia jangan mudah terprovokasi, jangan dikit-dikit kebakar kaya bensin denger ini denger itu. Resapi baik-baik cari jalan terbaik, jangan sampai negara kita tambah berantakan gara-gara provokasi gak jelas dari sana-sini. Jangan dikit-dikit perang.. perang ndasmu :p
Make love not war guys and gurl
(Tapi ingat 2 anak cukup ya hehehehe)

your own fairytale

2010-09-02T21:06:00.001+07:00

"Everyone wants to live a fairytale. Everyone wants a perfect life, but what makes up a fairytale? Is truly the pain and the strife? What would a fairytale be, without a damsel in distress? She would never meet prince charming, never dance in her dress. You see you can’t have a story with just a beginning and an end. You have to be broken to be able to mend. Without the dark, there’d be no light. Without the wrong, there’d be no right. Every story can have a perfect ending. You just have to wait for it."
~Marisa Draper

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a slice of monologue before I fall asleep

2010-08-23T22:12:00.002+07:00

Good evening, ceiling.. how do you do tonight? got tickled by the itsy bitsy spydy? Hihi

Hey ceiling, could you show me the star constellation for tonight? I want to see my star.. Cause I want to dance with him, fly across the moon, until I fall again in my bed

How long it will be still shining? Wha? a million years? Wheew..
And how long will I live, ceiling?

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negeri antah berantah

2010-08-22T00:45:00.011+07:00

Penting ga sih punya tujuan hidup?
Gimana kalau gue nyetir mobil lurus aja dan kalau gue nemu persimpangan gue ikutin aja kata hati gue kemana, gue bakal sampe dimana ya?
Mungkin sampai di negerinya kisah dongeng-dongeng yang happily ever after
dimana labu bisa jadi kereta kuda, si buruk rupa ternyata pangeran tampan, macan bisa jadi peliharaan, si kelinci yang bisa berkata "what's up doc", dimana cinderella dari pembantu jadi ratu.

I think I'm gone mental because of getting old...
Getting old means you'll get an extra responsibility
And sometimes it feels like sharing your shoulder with Atlas to hold the weight of the world

Ibu peri tolong aku :p *meracau*

secrets

2010-08-20T18:49:00.001+07:00

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
'Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm 'a tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away

heartache

2010-08-17T17:45:00.001+07:00

Someone shoot you in the heart with an invisible arrow. It has been poisoned with a fake vampire venom and lemon lime juice. They will give you the sensation like a thousand needles rushing inside your blood and makes it boiling.
No, it won't give you any scar or something to show someone how hurt it is. Clean like a new paper thin.
Don't worry it won't kill you, it won't harm your body. Except your heart.

You will feel like you'll be a vampire: no need to eat no need to sleep, thirst with blood, blood from the one who gives you this. But its just a feeling is not even real.
You're still a human but maybe not the same human as you feel before.

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thanks to the darkness I've been enlightened

2010-08-05T16:46:00.003+07:00

bal·ance v to be equal or proportionate to
e·qual adj as great as; the same as

Balance means equal; equal means the same; like white same with white?
How do you define white without black? How do you differ good without evil?
You cannot define things without comparing

Now you see, balance isn't means the same, isn't means equal, like what our eyes see; like what our hearts feel.
Somehow balance means there's an opposite.
Like debt and credit on your accounting report, and so it called balance sheet.

Then how about Justice? Justice based on fairness, fairness is balance
that is why the symbol of fairness is scale, isn't it?

but balance isn't means the same, so fair must not means the same, right?
How we make justice?
to me justice isn't about fair and square

Justice is the proportion that someone or something should be or should have, as It is.

as God give
God has give justice, the fair proportion as she/he/it needs.
God is the mighty Judge...

We; the human beings cannot create justice as fair as God
cannot create balance as equal as God has made
But balance is inside every human: God give us ability, God give us lack in another things
We are all perfect with our imperfection
Why God made us so? In order to help each other, to complete each other
Once again to create:

Balance

Ps:
thanks to naresh who have give her blog readers reference to laugh (and think) at locomostrip

another Love formula

2010-07-29T13:11:00.000+07:00

when I'm on my daily e-walk, I found another love formula: The Love Equation from here.

Have you ever heard about The Love Equation?
It says:

1 + 1 = ∞ , while 2 -1 = 0
Read: one plus one equals everything, while two minus one equals nothing.

Well, siapapun penemu persamaan ini, mungkin otaknya tidak se-brilian Newton, tapi pasti dia punya hati merah muda.

~ Everything means nothing if I ain't got you... :)

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare

2010-07-26T16:39:00.000+07:00

Did you ever think that those line is definitely wrong?
I will glad if life is just a nightmare, because it wouldn’t hurt me.
But life is real, it leaves us mark(s) to remember and to learn from it.

math and mate

2010-07-25T01:26:00.003+07:00

X+Y=1
3+(-2)=1
-2+3=1

Do they also the formula to make chromosome x and chromosome y become one?
When one minus and the other have to be plus?

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F5

2010-07-24T22:53:00.002+07:00

Sometimes refreshing doesn't have to be expensive, doesn't have to be party all night long
All you have to do is singing with all your heart at the karaoke cafe and knows that you share the same grief with your friend

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Man's vs Woman's Emotional Range

2010-07-18T15:01:00.000+07:00

Ron: Well? How was it?
Harry: Wet. I mean, she was sort of crying.
Ron: That bad at it, are you?
Hermione: I'm sure Harry's kissing was more that satisfactory. Cho spends half her time crying these days.
Ron: You'd think a bit of snogging would cheer her up.
Hermione: Don't you understand how she must be feeling? Well, obviously she's feeling sad about Cedric, and therefore confused about liking Harry, and guilty about kissing him. Conflicted because Umbridge is threatening to sack her mum from her job at the Ministry, and frightened about failing her O.W.L.s because she's so busy worrying about everything else.
Ron: One person couldn't feel all that, they'd explode!
Hermione: Just because you've got the emotional range of a teaspoon.
[Harry Potter and The Order of The Phoenix]

See how man cannot feel a lot of things like woman. Because most of men I knew only have emotional range of a teaspoon haha.
I say most of men not all of men okay :p

shoelosophy

2010-07-07T12:26:00.000+07:00

"Don't see someone from the head, see someone from the feet. See where does he stand and watch which direction he goes."

Then have a pair of a good shoes because...

"a good shoes,

will take you to a good place."

They doesn't have to look good, they doesn't have to be expensive, as long as they can help you to go to wherever your heart settled.
And be careful...

A shoe that is too large is apt to trip one, and when too small, to pinch the feet. So it is with those whose fortune does not suit them.

So suit your shoes with your feet, keep it good and take it to the right direction ;)

mata manusia

2010-07-06T17:17:00.000+07:00

maafkan kami...
kami cuma manusia biasa...
manusia yang hanya mampu melihat dengan bantuan cahaya
cahaya yang direfleksikan pada retina mata kami
cahaya yang dipantulkan oleh sekitar kami
tanpa cahaya kami buta
tanpa cahaya kami tidak mampu melihat apa yang ada di dalam sana
melihat apa yang ada tidak dipantulkan cahaya
melihat apa yang ada di dalam hatimu di dalam kehidupanmu di dalam kepalamu

jadi, maafkan kami jika kami hanya bisa menilai apa yang kami lihat

karena hanya sebatas itulah kemampuan kami

kami tidak bisa merasakan apa yang kamu rasakan hanya dengan melihat

tanpa kami mencobanya sendiri menjalaninya sendiri

kami hanya mampu berempati

itu pun kalau kami punya hati, kalau kami punya otak, kalau kami punya jalan pikir yang sama

jika tidak...

maafkan kami...

~~kami~~ kita cuma manusia biasa.

3 Idiots

2010-07-01T19:08:00.000+07:00

Dear students,
Follow your heart, your passion, work hard for it and success will come after you without any difficulties.
Don't be afraid, we all have a timid heart, and when you feel afraid said to your heart All Iz Well and everything will be okay :)
Dear parents,
Support your child's passion direct them to be a good person not to be someone like you or someone you wanted to be. Let them be themselves.
Dear teachers and lecturers,
Make your student understood, not memorizing word by word on a text book.

That are the messages that I get after watching 3 Idiots. 3 Idiots is a Bollywood comedy movie, which I think is very funny and inspiring. A lot of people describing success is working in common work field which is let you to produce a lot of money such as doctor, engineering and managerial. This movie provide you a different view about success. Success are passion, love and work hard :)

The story is fly back to the times when Farhan, Raju and Rancho - The 3 Idiots - share a room at the Imperial College of Engineering dormitory. Rancho is a wealthy and brilliant student who love knowledge, meanwhile Farhan and Raju are average students from modest backgrounds who followed their parents wish.

Pursue excellence, and success will follow, pants down.
Life is a race..if you don't run fast ..you will be like broken anda..

Rancho have a different approach on how to learn and how to teach. He often sent out from the class because of his uncommon idea. Once, he confront the dean of college called ViruS about how to be a good lecturer.

I wasn't teaching you engineering sir, that you know better than me. I was teaching you .. How to teach.

There's student named Chatur, who chase for the highest rank at the college in order to get a higher social status, corporate power, and therefore he will be wealthy person. He is brilliant but he always come second after Rancho. One day, when Chatur is making a speech for college ceremony, Rancho change some words in the text which has been written by the librarian. It made Chatur embarrassed. In rage, Chatur swore, that in 10 years from that day he will be more success than Rancho.

Rancho's spirit contaminating Farhan and Raju, in the end they pursue their dreams and vision. But after graduation, they never seen or heard about Rancho any more. Time flies to the present where Farhan and Raju already a success person and Chatur remembering them about the promise he made 10 years ago. He tells them he knows where Rancho now. But when they arrive to the place where Chatur told them, Rancho is not the person they are searching for. He has the same name, the same graduation's photo, but not the same person. Then who is he?

Here is the part that I love, the revelation of who is the real 'Rancho'. You all should watch it yourself. Super funny and inspiring!!

Quo tes and Spoiler

curhat sama kaca

2010-06-30T10:49:00.001+07:00

gw sebel deh sama orang yang suka marah2, klo ada orang marah2 di twitternya ato di setatus bbmnya
"g usah cari perhatian lewat status deh" "status bukan tempat curhat" "aduh muak gw liat tweet g penting lo"
(gw g ngerasa tersindir sih soalnya maksut orang ini bukan gw, cuma mungkin gw berasa senasib ama yg dia katain..*in other way ngerasa juga dong ya?)
twitter itu microblogging seterah yg punya mo nulis anjing sampe sehutan urusan dy
(pembelaan gw sebagai junker di twitter, twitter tuh tempat pelampiasan gw so what?)
dosa ato hukum itu urusan dia deh klo ke ganggu tinggal unfollow aja ga usah banyak ribet
status bbm juga gitu, g brani ngapus orangnya takut diomongin dibelakang?
ada cara laen: matiin recent update
g usah ribet deh g suka sm update orang tp lo nungguin juga update dia buat bahan omongan kan ? zzz
fyi gengges people gw unfollow, recent update gw matiin dan gw g keberatan di unfollow
beraninya nyindir orang dong deh ngomong langsung mana brani
(btw sekarang lo lg ngapain neng? wekekekeke)

alesan gw:
males ribut ama cewe mulutnya kemana2, ngomong di belakang ngajakin temennya
ga bisa diajak ribut fisik
mainnya sindir2an ampe tua.. ga bae2an...
gw benci bgt ama kaum gw klo mslh gini..
bukannya gw g nerima jadi cewe walau gw akui gw sedikit pengen jadi cowo :p
tp gw sebel aja gw jadi ikut bagian klo dalam hal ini mweheehehe

hmm sebenernya gw banyak musuh sih soalnya gw suka g nahan sama cewe2 gitu
prinsip gw "truth hurts better than smile and stab in the back"
sorry my bad mouth darl.. u bugs me I'll surely kill ya hha

dilihat dari golongan darah mungkin gambar ini lebih menjelaskan klo cewe lagi ngomongin orang

golongan darah gw O haha see?
huu dasar cewek *ngatain diri sendiri dikaca terus ngeloyor pergi

Sumber gambar: Golongan Darah Apakah Anda?

I'm Not a Robot

2010-06-07T11:12:00.000+07:00

You've been acting awful tough lately
Smoking a lot of cigarettes lately
But inside you just a little baby

It okay to say you got a weak spot
You don't always have to be on top
Better to be hated
than love love loved for what you're not

You're vulnerable you're vulnerable
You are not a robot
You're lovable so lovable
But you're just troubled

Guess what I'm not a robot, a robot

You've been hanging with the unloved kids
Who you never really liked and you never trusted
But are so magnetic you pick up all the pins
Never committing to anything
You don't pick up the phone when it ring ring rings
Don't be so pathetic, just open up and sing

I'm vulnerable I'm vulnerable
I am not a robot
You're lovable so lovable
But you're just troubled

Guess what I'm not a robot, a robot

Can you teach me how to feel real?
Can you turn my power on?
Well, let the drum beat drop

Guess what I'm not a robot, a robot

Marina and the Diamonds

are you teasing me or put my insanity on a test?

2010-05-26T20:34:00.001+07:00

When you are fully awake, someone ordered you to fall asleep,at first it was hard then slowly you'll feel sleepy and close your eyes. But what happen next, when you already fall down into the deepest dream in your sleep,that person tells you to wake up and smell the coffee?!

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you are my best kind of friend

2010-05-03T00:15:00.001+07:00

Teman terbaik mu mungkin tak selalu ada di samping mu 24 jam seminggu.
Mungkin dia tidak selalu berbagi sedih atau senang dengan mu, karena ada kalanya kalian perlu menjalani kehidupan masing-masing.
Tetapi seorang teman akan selalu ada disana, menjadi teman mu walau jarak memisahkan kalian, walau waktu berusaha menenggelamkan kalian.

Teman terbaik mu adalah musuh terbaik mu.
Dia adalah orang yang paling jujur, dia akan mengatakan hal-hal yang kau bahkan tak ingin katakan pada dirimu sendiri.
Oh ya, dia bisa menjadi seseorang yang paling menyebalkan di dunia.

Teman terbaik mu juga adalah seorang peramal tersakti yang pernah diciptakan, karena tanpa kau mengucapkan banyak kata dia tau apa maksud mu.

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UP by Disney Pixar

2010-04-23T16:45:00.000+07:00

The story begins with the adventure of Charles Muntz to South America
He found the skeleton of a giant bird but he was accused fabricate it
He promise that he will return there and capture the bird alive

Adventure is out there!

Fate unite two fans of Charles Muntz's adventure
A girl named Ellie and a boy named Carl

Here the funny dialogue starts to make me laugh

Young Ellie: [Ellie opens her Adventure Book to reveal to Carl a "Life" magazine with Charles Muntz on the cover] You know him.
[Carl gasps]
Young Ellie: Charles Muntz, explorer. When I get big, I'm going where he's going, [pulls away the magazine to reveal a map]
Young Ellie: South America. It's like America, but south.

They grown up and got married, but one day doctor told Ellie that she couldn't have a baby.

From this point, the scenes touched my heart. The way they live, the way they love each other unconditionally, and how Carl trying his best to kept his promise for Ellie. I swore I saw my boyfriend crying hhe well, I let my tears fell too ;)

Ellie feel so sad, then Carl remembered her about their childhood dreams; an Adventure to Paradise Falls, South America.
Their live their life with a hope to go to those place someday.
When Carl finally got ticket to South America, god takes Ellie.

Carl left alone and aging with the city. Then a developer buys all the surrounding land, forcing Carl to sell his house and leave.
He refuse, the house was the last piece of Ellie's and he had promise to take Ellie to Paradise Falls.
Carl decided to use numerous helium balloons to lift off their house to Paradise Falls.
Came Russel; a young Wilderness Explorer who try to earn his final merit badge for "assisting the elderly"

Russell: Good afternoon. Are you in need of any assistance today, sir?
Carl Fredricksen: No.
Russell: I could help you cross the street.
Carl Fredricksen: No.
Russell: I could help you cross your yard.
Carl Fredricksen: No.
Russell: I could help you cross your porch.
Carl Fredricksen: No!
Russell: Ow.

The movie plots start raised, when Russel came. A funny and thrilling adventure will spoil you.
If you had a sensitive heart like me, you will thinking about some words that Russel pronounce. Like: Sometimes, it's the boring stuff I remember the most.

Carl fools him to find nonexistent animal named Snipe
The day came, and the house fly to the air heading South America
Unexpectedly, Russel becomes an accidental passenger

Carl Fredricksen: I can't tell where we are.
Russell: Oh, we're in South America, all right. It was a cinch with my Wilderness Explorer GPS.
Carl Fredricksen: GP what?
Russell: My dad gave it to me; it shows exactly where we are on the planet!
Russell: With this baby, we'll never be lost! [accidentally throws the unit out the window]
Russell: Oops.

Russel was a quite annoying boy but he's also the sincere one.

Carl Fredricksen: Hey, let's play a game. It's called "see who can be quiet the longest."
Russell: Cool! My mom loves that game!

When they finally arrive near the Paradise Fall, Russel make friends with a giant colorful flightless bird named Kevin and a talking dog named Dug.

They become the new Carl's new companion.
Carl meet with Muntz who is Dug's master. Unfortunately, Kevin was a bird that Muntz hunted long time ago.
Muntz starts a fire on Carl's house, forcing Carl to allowing Muntz to take Kevin. Russel angry about it.
When Carl and Russell reach the falls, Russel left to save Kevin.
Carl look over Ellie's childhood adventure book.
He surprised to found photos of their married life added and a final note from Ellie * tissue please :'(

He realize now he have to safe Kevin and Russel. He re-floats his house and chase them.

This is a romantic yet funny animated movie. Truly deserves to get a lot of awards (Kid's Choice, Grammy, Golden Globe, Bafta, Academy Award, Annie Award, etc)
The music score wins award the most. One of the music score titled "Married Life" sounds like a song from Ebet Kadarusman titled "Sabda Alam" - wanita di jajah pria sejak dulu... ;))

Overall its a very great and a highly recommended movie to watch!!
This is what i call movie!! very entertaining...
Prepare tissues guys and girls hehehe

on the beach that day...

2010-04-20T17:29:00.000+07:00

sit under an umbrella
read a good book with choco-chip cookies and fresh milk
my mind explore the feelings of each person in the story
happy, sad, mad, confuse, stressful, glad, relieve, contented
flow like a river flow

when I reach at the end of the page,
the high blue sky meet the deep blue sea with warm sun in between
I let the wave bury my feet with the sand they brought
the wind stroke my hair
I sip the salty air

and he's there next to me, hold my hand
until the sun disappear, the stars start to blink
he, family of mine and some favorite friends surround the bonfire
laugh and cry under the starry sky; our one-thousand-stars hotel

complete, comfort and warm
I'm home

*just a piece of dream to be a writer ;)
this post inspired by Perahu Kertas - Dewi Lestari

rip the page and start a new story

2010-04-04T13:19:00.001+07:00

Sometimes I just want to go far far away from this place. Go to a place where no one knows me and rebuild my life brick by brick.
Changing my name and start a whole new chapter of my life. Cause maybe I'm tired, I give up and I lost my faith for everything here.

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contented

2010-04-03T00:26:00.001+07:00

We cannot have all the things we want and we cannot please everyone all of the time

People come and go, things get old and need to be renew, as time goes by everything changes.

WS Rendra was right. He said "Everything belongs to god, so if god takes it why we have to be sad"

Cherish your life :)

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when you got harsh critics

2010-03-31T16:36:00.000+07:00

My references:

"Criticism is something we can avoid easily by saying nothing, doing nothing, and being nothing" Aristotle

A man interrupted one of the Buddha's lectures with a flood of abuse. Buddha waited until he had finished and then asked him, "If a man offered a gift to another but the gift was declined, to whom would the gift belong?"
"To the one who offered it," said the man.
"Then," said the Buddha, "I decline to accept your abuse and request you to keep it for yourself."

so I think:

if someone criticize you but doesn't give even a solution, he's just lashing out

Between Day 4 and Day 5 lies Singapore

2010-03-26T17:17:00.001+07:00

Finally I'm on Singapore hahahahaha
yes gw norak... gapapah yang penting gw sampe spore...
gw anggap ini sebagai batu loncatan, tahun depan gw ke Thailand! amin.

Naek bis dari Malaysia ke Johor jam 9 malem sampe di Johor jam 2an
terus nginep, siang berangkus ke Spore naik bis.
Jarak dari Johor ke Spore kira2 rumah gw; Jatibening ke Semanggi.
Kita terus ke Rafles naik MRT mau foto2 sama merlion hehehe

Sampe sana kita lewat The Fullerton Hotel depannya ada jembatan gw lupa namanya
Disetiap sisi jembatannya ada patung2 yang mirip banget kaya aslinya kreatif banget
Singapura panasnya sama kaya Malaysia tapi disini lebih berangin jadi yang berasa silaunya aja

Gw ke Singapura berlima, di tambahin sama 2 temennya si pacar: Ilham & Bayu
Terus pas kita mau naik MRT ke Orchard di bawah tanah situ ada toko replika pedang sama toko mainan
Gw ngiler liat Hatori Hanzo Katana (Kill Bill - Pedangnya Beatrix) sama Takezo Kensei Katana (Heroes - Pedangnya Hiro) grrr

Tapi karena mahal dan ga bawa duit banyak gw ke toko mainan aja beli gantungan kunci
Gantungan kunci apa?

Legonya Darth Vader cuma SG$8 hahaha sama beliin buat ade gw yg Count Doku
tadinya mau beli jam tangan Lego juga, ngiler sama Darth Vader sama R2D2
bukan duit ga cukup, takut nemu barang lucu lagi di Orchard eh ternyata ga nemu hiks nyesel ga beli aja.

Ke Orchard foto2 terus beli sepatu buat adenya cowo gw dan pulang ke Malaysia.
Lusanya gw dah balik ke Indonesia.
Overal GAK PUAS apa lagi bagian ke Singapuranya, bentar banget masih penasaran sama Resort World Sentosa!!
mana belom banyak bahan foto buat di DA gw aww
Mau kesana lagi...
Hal yang paling ngeselin selama gw di Singapura, liat kanan IPhone kiri IPhone -.-"
ngepet lu semua bikin gw ngiler.

Gw terpikir pengen kerja di Singapura.. enak keliatannya..
Tapi Bayu bilang ga enak, kerja rodi soalnya temennya ada yang kerja disitu.
Langsung inget sesuatu berbau romusha di Jakarta :p *ini rahasia pribadi*

But this vacation is my sweetest escape between all my werks in Jakarta
Big thanks to tante Eva, Yunus & Bayu buat guide selama di Malaysia & Singapore, Fajar & Rico buat flat sama mobilnya
and special thanks to
Mohammad Fachry Rozhy for make it happen :)

Day 2 and Day 3: Super Hot Country

2010-03-26T13:33:00.003+07:00

Hari kedua ke Petronas ato Suria KLCC Building ato apalah namanya hehehe
foto2 sama belanja dikit di Vincci hehehe
My Personal photographer a.k.a my boyfie is getting ready to take me as her model :p

This is Petronas on the daytime

and here is when the night comes

Dateng kesininya siang jadi ga kebagian tiket naik ke atas petronasnya.
Ramenya sama kaya Monas, cuma yang bikin asik ada mall, kolam renang sama orang Iran.
Kenapa orang Iran? ambune kuwi lo.... semaput kabeh jee...
Next destination is Sunway Lagoon.

And I was suspicious this mall is the mason's mall I want to destroy the statue

hehehe no I'm just kidding.
Here comes the closing for day 2

Baskin Robin
cotton candy and daiquiri ice flavor
my fave :)

***

The 3rd day we are trying monorail

and landing on Bukit Bintang again to eat

Turkey's Ice cream for the appetizer and the handsome seller hehehe
*I'd rather not see his bumpy stomach :p

When I say it's hot I didn't mean like when I say "Hey watch the Hot guy over there!"
but HOT like the stove, my skin getting darker argh!!

3 in 1 talent

2010-03-21T19:10:00.000+07:00

can I have a photographer-photo manipulator-writer talent in me?

I wish I have

I'm a full time day dreamer *sigh*

Got Tree?

2010-03-18T15:17:00.000+07:00

Let's make your blog carbon neutral
Starting with plant a tree
Don't have seed and time?
Don't worry go here, follow the steps and voila you have a tree
Now your blog is carbon neutral yayy :)

For Indonesian, don't forget to join another Earth Hour Indonesia
March 27 2010 start from 08.30 pm to 09.30 pm
For others citizen don't forget to follow to in your country

Go Green Love Our Earth

uhn-der-stand

2010-03-15T22:05:00.002+07:00

You can't understand until you walk a mile in someone else's shoes - chinese proverb

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500 Days of Summer

2010-03-12T09:40:00.000+07:00

500 Days of Summer begins with a disclaimer: "Any resemblance to people living or dead is purely accidental ... Especially you, Jenny Beckman ... Bitch."

then a narrator voice followed "This is a story of boy meets girl. The boy, Tom Hansen, grew up believing that he’d never truly be happy until the day he met the one. The girl, Summer Finn, did not share this belief. You should know up front this is not a love story."

I think it's ~~not~~ a love story but not the happy ending one and in some parts this movie tells you the truth
Tom fell in love with a typical girl.

There’s only two kinds of people in the world. There’s women, and there’s men. Summer Finn was a woman. Height : average. Weight : average. Shoe Size : slightly above average. For all intents and purposes, Summer Finn : just another girl. Except she wasn’t. To wit, in 1998, Summer quoted a song by the Scottish band Belle & Sebastian in her high school yearbook. “Color my life with the chaos of trouble.” The spike in Michigan sells of their album “The Boy with the Arab Strap” continues to puzzle industry analysts. Summer’s employment at the daily freeze during the summer of her sophomore year coincided with an inexplicable 212% increase in revenue. Every apartment Summer rented at an average rate of 9.2% below market value, and her roundtrip commute to work averaged 18.4 double-takes per day. It was a rare quality, this “Summer effect.” Rare, yet something every post-adolescent male has encountered at least once in their lives. For Tom Hanson to find it now in a city of 400,00 offices, 91,000 commercial buildings, and 3.8 million people, well that could only be explained by one thing: fate.

Yes, typical! The one who is so pretty and yet so naive.

McKenzie: So do you have a boyfriend?
Summer: No.
McKenzie: Why not?
Summer: Because I don’t want one.
McKenzie: Come on; I don’t believe that.
Summer: You don’t believe that a woman could enjoy being free and independent?
McKenzie: Are you a lesbian?
Summer: No I’m not a lesbian. I just, don’t feel comfortable being anyone’s girlfriend. I don’t actually feel comfortable being anyone’s anything.
McKenzie: I don’t know what you’re talking about.
Summer: Really?
McKenzie: Nope.
Summer: Ok, let me break it down for you–
McKenzie: Break it down!
Summer: Ok. I, like being on my own. I think relationships are messy and people’s feelings get hurt. Who needs it? We’re young, we live in one of the most beautiful cities in the world; might as well have fun while we can and, save the serious stuff for later.
McKenzie: You’re a dude. [to Tom] She’s a dude!
Tom: Ok but wait–wait. What happens, if you fall in love?
Tom: What?
Summer: You don’t believe that, do you?
Tom: It’s love, it’s not Santa Claus.

Summer just enjoy the 'relationship' they had and all the romance, while Tom head over heels with her.

Tom : No, you know what ? I’m not going anywhere until you tell me what’s going on.
Summer : Nothing’s going on. We’re just ..
Tom : We’re just what ? Just what ?
Summer : We’re just friends …
Tom : No. Don’t pull that with me. Don’t even try. This is not how you treat your friend. Kissing in the copy room, holding hands in Ikea, shower sex … Come on, friends my balls.
Summer : I like you, Tom. I just don’t want a relationship.
Tom : Well, you’re not the only one who gets a say in this ! I do too ! and I say we’re a couple, god damn it !

In the end, Summer left Tom there all alone.

Without any reason why. Until one day he knows Summer are going to marry another man.
His heart shattered to million pieces.
On day 488, Summer meets Tom at his favorite spot in the city and having a conversation.

Tom : You never wanted to be somebody’s girlfriend and now you’re somebody’s wife.
Summer : It surprised me too.
Tom : I don’t think I’ll ever understand that. I mean it doesn’t make sense.
Summer : It just happened.
Tom : That’s what I don’t understand, what just happened ?
Summer : I just woke up one day and I knew.
Tom : Knew what ?
Summer : What I was never sure of with you.
Summer : I just kept thinking ‘Tom was right’. It just wasn’t me that you were right about.

Couple weeks after that Tom realizes everything, he will never meant to be for Summer. He moves on.
One day when he attends a job interview, he meets a girl, named Autumn. This is the end and a new begining.

The end is doesn't make sense, I mean the Autumn part. Yeah I know it's a romance comedy movie hha :p
But the rest is absolutely right!
Why almost all boys in the world have to fall in love with those typical girl. And in the end all they got is just a waste of time and heartache. Why boy can not use their brain instead of following their testosterone. And looking for someone who suits him, who will love him tenderly.
And why is the typical girl have to be so naive. Come on, have a heart! what if you were in Tom's shoes? Definitely hurt.
Gosh, why I am taking this movie seriously? that's why I didn't find it entertain me hahahaha

The movie is spoiled your eyes with romantic scenes, vintage-color sparks, and funny dialogues. Hot Jasmine tea and cup cakes will be a nice friend to watch :)
But it still doesn't entertain me :p

Credits:
Quotes 1,2,3
Thanks to ekline :)
Tom Sketch from Kristie
and many pics from Tumblr

10 tips for a happy relationship

2010-03-07T18:44:00.001+07:00

1. Jangan marah pada waktu yang sama. Kasian tetangga.
2. Jangan berteriak pada waktu yang sama, kecuali ada maling atau kebakaran.
3. Kalau bertengkar cobalah mengalah untuk menang. Kan ada pepatah: “yang waras ngalah”
4. Tegurlah pasangan Anda dengan kasih. Kalo perlu tegur sambil “kasih” cek atau berlian (Hmmm…mauu)
5. Lupakanlah kesalahan masa lalu. Yang perlu diingat tuh: masa2 romantis. Hmmmm…
6. Boleh lupakan yang lain, tetapi jangan pasangan Anda. (Tapi jangan lupa mandi, apalagi sampe lupa kasih uang bulanan)
7. Jangan menyimpan amarah sampai matahari terbenam. Kecuali kalau anda bisa menahan matahari untuk tidak terbenam.
8. Seringlah memberikan pujian kepada pasangan Anda. Kalau perlu nyanyiin walaupun fals.
9. Bersedia mengakui kesalahan. (Yah, paling ditempeleng atau di’ngambek’in. .. He he)
10. Dalam pertengkaran, yang paling banyak bicara dia-lah yang salah.(Untuk nutupin kesalahan tuh……. Ha ha ha)
selamat mencoba…‎‎

*repost from alexabimanyu's blog

live high, live borderless

2010-03-01T17:17:00.000+07:00

human is the most perfect creature
human blessed with the mind which made them have the free will
human have the freedom to choose their life path
it's either being white like when we're born, or fill it with black color
or in between
we have to be ready with all the consequences from our choices

the day we are born is the last day we are free

they who are afraid to face the consequences from their choice
will be limited by the safe line which limits their spaces
they who provoked by the mainstream
will be limited by the doctrine which limits their choices

if you want to achieve something, plans it wisely
should we?
it's your choice, to plan it or not to
but you have to be ready with the consequences
either you will fail or succeed

if you want to get out of the mainstream
ask yourself, are you ready with the consequences
it's either people will praise you or mock at you
it's your choice

you have the right to choose
to do or do not
to be yes or to be no
to be both or not at all
this is your life, enjoy it

live high, live mighty, live righteously
takin' it easy

but there is something..
have you heard that "god's bless is parent's bless"?
even saying "ah" to your parent is a sin
when your parent doesn't give their approval to your dreams, to your choice
what would you do?
even when you've already told them all of your plans, all of your dreams
they just said it's not good enough for you
they just said its better to be a doctor rather than a programmer
may I resist?
would that be a sin?

yes, parent knows more about life
but it doesn't make them always knows what best like god always do, right?
should I stay or should I go?

to me a successful life is when you are happy with everything you do
it's not about fame, it's not about fortune
it's about cherish your life, enjoying every beat on you heart
feel the rush of the blood in your vein

loving what you do, doing what you love

inspired by:
LG BORDERLESS™ Tv advertise and Live High song by Jason Mraz

fall in love with someone?

2010-02-23T11:30:00.000+07:00

We don't fall in love with other people; we fall in love with the feelings we get when we are with them: the spiritual and emotional awakening, the lowering of inhibitions, the joy of feeling safe and warm and full of hope, the feeling of completeness—the thrill.

Nicholas Boothman

Day 1: On Malaysia's Soil

2010-02-23T08:26:00.002+07:00

Pagi, tanggal 13 Februari gw berangkat subuh2, kira2 jam setengah 5. Yep, I got the first flight that morning.
Penerbangan gw lagi setelah penerbangan terakhir tahun 2003 yang lalu ke Bali.
This time I got Kuala Lumpur tag on my suitcase :)

Gw pergi sama cowo gw dan nyokapnya, sounds interesting eh? mm yah..
Gw deg2an bgt waktu pesawatnya jalan.. yg ada di otak gw skenarionya Final Destination!! kuampret emang tuh film..
Tapi setelah mulut nganga kurang lebih semenit selama take off, gw masuk ke negeri awan putih and I know everything will be alright :)
Baru gw siap2 mau tidur lampu seatbeltnya nyala yg artinya cuma 2 cuaca buruk ato landing. Yang kedua huff.
Beberapa menit kemudian, my feet standing over Malaysia's soil.

Nothing but YAYY inside my heart and mind. Why? gw ngata2in negara itu tukang kopi, dsb sekarang gw mau teriak oh malaysia gemilang?
yeah be my guest hha simpel aja gw gengsi :p padahal sih I'm happy head over heels, gw keluar negri gilakk.
dan ini pertama kalinya jadi ya sebenernya gw mau norak tapi gengsi hehehe

Sampe di LCCT Sepang Malaysia, first thing in mind liat sirkuitnya yang deket sama bandara itu gw teringat nyokap gw yg pecinta MotoGP.
Mom, wish i could bought you here and see where Valentino Rossi racing :'( one day I'll take you mom..

Jalan tolnya sumpah sepi kaya kalo lewat jalan alternatif ke Jogja.
Kita trus lewat kampusnya cowo gw dulu Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM) dan berakhir di Hentian Kajang flatnya cowo gw di daerah situ.
Di situ gw nginep. Unpack, mandi dan istirahat. Flatnya lumayan, 3 kamar tidur, 2 kamar mandi, dapur dan ada tv parabola.
Liat kamar cowo gw, pengen coba liat kaya apa hidup cowo gw disana.. Aneh aja rasanya, gw gak bisa jelasin, gw gak pernah tinggal di luar rumah orang tua gw.
Rasanya hidup jauh dari orang tua, adalah 1 hal yang selalu pengen gw rasain.

Malemnya gw ke Bukit Bintang. Tempatnya mirip Kemang, banyak tempat makan dan bagusnya sih ada mallnya cuma gak tau kenapa udah tutup pas gw kesana kemaren. Mau taun baru cina kali ya hhe

Day 1 wrap up :)

a new vision

2010-02-23T08:01:00.000+07:00

this world is circle, it will always back to the start - a cycle
this world rotating, it spinning unstoppable so it never stops changing

but its eerie to find some similarity in a bunch of changes
its weird found your old friend not far away from you when you've already run a million miles
is it the power of nature?

maybe our mighty God just want to tell us that
we will never be alone
we will always have a friend :)

awake

2010-01-26T17:08:00.000+07:00

there will always be 2 sides of a coin
where there is black there will always white
where there is love there will always hatred
where there is happiness there will always sadness

when something doesn't taste good is the best
like the poison which cure you from your illness
when what you want is not always the best for you
on the contrary it destroy you
when all the things you wish can not be yours
you had to lose to get something
when pain teach you to be careful

now I see
I'm fully awake
I'm not blind
but sometimes I choose not to see

choosing
that is the meaning of life, isn't?

tua vs dewasa

2010-01-25T16:59:00.002+07:00

gw suka anak kecil mereka itu bisa sangat lucu dan menyeramkan disaat bersamaan
yang paling gw suka adalah mereka itu jujur
klo marah ngamuklah mereka
klo sedih nangis sesegrukan
klo ga suka sama orang katain aja langsung berantem ditempat tapi besok2nya udah baikan

gak kaya orang2 yg bilangnya udah 'dewasa'
muka senyum terus tapi hati?
sedih, marah, dendam?
ngomong dibelakang dan masih dendam tapi didepan seakan2 ga da apa2
topeng belaka...

masalahnya beda?
engga sama aja kadang anak kecil sama orang 'dewasa' ribut gara2 hal sepele
tapi anak kecil malah lebih cepet kelar masalahnya daripada orang 'dewasa'
kenapa? karena anak kecil ga dendam

menurut G.W. Allport (psikolog) ciri dewasa itu ada 3:
1. Extension of Self atau pengembangan diri
yg artinya bisa menganggap orang lain sebagai bagian dirinya
hmm menurut gw itu tenggang rasa, ga egois dan bisa ngertiin orang lain

2. Self Objectification yg artinya mampu menilai diri sendiri secara objektif
mau menerima kritik untuk memperbaiki diri

3. Unifying Philosophy of Life atau memiliki falsafah hidup
orang dewasa bisanya punya prinsip dan pandangan kedepan akan hidupnya
jadi menurut gw orang dewasa ga akan ngurusin hal sepele yg diluar prinsip ato urusan dy

gw bilang gini bukan mau ngejudge ko cuma berpendapat aja
just correct me if i'm wrong
gw juga ga bilang gw dah dewasa i clearly declare that i will never grow up
gw anak kecil yg childish kok :)
gw cuma selalu berusaha jujur sama semua orang dan belajar untuk ga dendam
karena menurut gw ga ada orang yang bener2 bisa dewasa
dan jelas klo kedewasaan itu g bisa di ukur pake umur atau gelar
itu namanya tua bukan dewasa hahaha

Age is just a number baby Jacob Black

source

Super Cute and Creative!!

2010-01-20T10:50:00.000+07:00

How they got the concept for this video?
Amazing :)

Reality

2010-01-19T13:02:00.000+07:00

People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true. That’s how they define Reality. But what does it mean to be “correct” or “true”? Merely vague concepts… Their Reality may all be a mirage. Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs?

How do you know that something is real? Because you can see it, you can touch it and you can feel it? ‘Feel’ is only an electrical message which is sent through your nerves to your brain that makes you feel.

Now there is a pen. How do you know it is a pen? Because you believe it’s a pen so you use it to write. Now, if your mother tells you from you were born that the pen is only a stick and so does everybody tells you that way, would you still call it a pen? And would you still use it to write instead of use it to play with your dog?

Reality is what you believe in. So if you want all of your dreams become reality, work for it and simply...
Believe :)

*taken from episode 385 - Secret of The Mangekyou
Naruto by Masashi Kishimoto

Hitam atau Putih tidak Abu2

2010-01-11T16:43:00.002+07:00

I love the statement!!

2009 Best [Animation] Movie

2010-01-05T16:02:00.006+07:00

Disney • PIXAR

a funny-romantic-Oscar nominated adventure movie

Golden Globe's Best Animated Feature Film and Best Original Score

AVATAR

20th Century Fox

super fantastic movie

I watched it twice on cinema and still amazed

Golden Globe's Best Motion Picture and Best Director

*I love this two also because a lot of blue thingy inside: the sky, the balloon, the people, etc. I love blue color hahaha

time and spaces; a theory

2009-12-29T14:46:00.001+07:00

waktu tercipta diantara jarak
bahkan pada tubuhmu yang padat
ada celah tak kasat mata diantara setiap atom tubuhmu
tapi tetap menyatu sebagai satu kesatuan tubuh yang utuh

ketika kau terluka
waktu akan menyembuhkan luka
waktu akan memperkecil jarak yang memecah atom tubuhmu

sadarkah kau
waktu adalah salah satu cara kerja dunia ini?
sejauh apapun jarak yang kau tempuh,
waktu akan mengembalikanmu pada tempatmu bermula
sejauh apapun jarak memisahkan mu dengan orang-orang di sekitar mu,
waktu akan mengembalikan jarak yang dahulu pernah tercipta

mungkin waktu akan membuat atom2 itu bertumbukan
menghilangkan jarak sama sekali
tapi waktu akan segera memisahkan atom2 itu lagi
hukum aksi dan reaksi

dunia ini bulat sayang
berlari ke arah mana pun kau akan kembali
dunia ini juga tidak kecil
dan waktu akan membawamu pulang

Schadenfreude

2009-12-23T16:51:00.000+07:00

itu salah satu kutipan dari blognya dee
she's right after all
kita menikmati Schadenfreude

Schadenfreude is pleasure derived from the misfortunes of others.(source: wikipedia)

tell me you are not someone who likes to get schadenfreude?
even from your enemy?
ahaa i know you do
don't be so naive people ;)

resolush*t

2009-12-16T16:12:00.000+07:00

whoa it's December already
1 year run so swiftly didn't it?

mengenang resolutit gw tahun lalu gagal sebiji
gw kaga lolos ujian ekstensoy tulul itu ewh..
masih dongkol kesel sebel bete padahal salah sendiri g belajar bener2
tapi karena gw egois jadi gw mwmutuskan salah soalnya susah2 huh wek.

tahun ini bikin resolutit g ya?
males... gtau mau mencapai apa lagi...
absurd parah gw kuliah lagi apa engga, indak ado piti
harus menerima dengan lapang dada gelar amd gw
masih meratapi keinginan manjangin nama gw pake S.Sos hiks
*ya ampun neng masih banyak yg g bisa sekolah di banding elo
kata d'masiv mah jangan menyerah jangan menyerahh ouwooo uhukkkwekk

gray lady cheer up
don't you dare giving up
on fire like the newspaper boy dude!!
koraannyaaa koraannn republika kompas media indonesia koraannnnn
(mungkin) kita sama2 g sekolah lagi tapi harus tetap semangat bekerja yaa
*sok teu gw sekolah siang gilakk kata si penjaja koran itu
semangat ngejalanin hidup
semangattt

oh ini aja resolutit gw:
1. berhasil menjejakkan kaki di luar negeri
bodo mau timortimur yang penting luar negeri
2. ke dufan karena tahun ini gw alpha!!!
bahaya dufan bisa bangkrut klo gw g kesana
3. harus nonton konser Maroon 5!!
lah iya kaya mereka kemari aja

hmmfff apa lagi ya
absurd taun depan gw absurd!!kancuttt...
bismillah saja semoga taun depan lebih baik
amin.

please do understand

2009-12-10T16:54:00.002+07:00

I'm starring at the sky-crappers
they look so conceited
as if saying 'darling, you are the one who needs me, if you don't like me it's easy to find your replacement. I have business to run'

sigh

Bella said 'death is easy life is hard'
and I said 'hey bells, can I join your immortal life?'
if you have forever would you still care about money about title about being rich and famous?

the mortals don't have forever
most of them live today for tomorrow
i am one of the mortals but all i want is to live for today and dream about tomorrow
cherish every moment i have
enjoying every heart beat
its not that i am dying or what
but i just want to feel my life until my forever comes

we are all have eyes
but we don't see exactly the same
so we can't feel the same

#questionihate

2009-12-08T09:09:00.001+07:00

"ko elo g gemuk2 sih??"

the court

2009-11-21T21:05:00.003+07:00

kemarin waktu ramai2nya hastag #SBYtegasatauturun #SBYjgndiam di twitter gw sempet ikutan juga
gimana engga, ini kasus si Anggodo, Antasari dan Bank Century makin kacau
gw juga sempet kemakan berita Bank Century ada hubungannya sama dana kampanye SBY
so as a citizen gw mau tau apa yg terjadi dong ko bisa2nya status anggodo di tarik bibit&chandra tetep dilanjutin.
ono opo iki..

gw paling cuma ikutan nge-ReTweet Joko Anwar pas mulai pake hastag #SBYtegasatauturun sama Raditya Dika yg bilang:
sekarang semua orang pada ga percaya sama jaksa sama polisi. bapak presiden mau ikutan juga?

trs salah satu temen gw ada yg bilang:
komenin aja pak presidennya terus emang pd bisa jadi presiden?
hha nusuk juga sih bo.. yup blm tentu kita bisa jd presiden kan? hha

gw melihat orang2 saling nge-judge satu sama lain
i see the big court where everyone being the judge
judging and being judged...

bokap gw bilang itu org2 yg ngomentarin SBY kaya gitu g menghormati presidennya lagi
presiden kan banyak yg diurusin dan pasti dy juga g bisa sembarangan kasi statement atau tindakan

yes we are all making judgment based on premature assumption from fragmented facts
komentarnya pedes2 lagi whew..human we are the most cruel creature i guess
this is the court: the world.
how can we create peace when we keep looking others fault..

egois

2009-11-14T14:22:00.001+07:00

aku adalah manusia paling egois
aku tidak mau mengalah aku tidak mau kalah
aku mau dimengerti aku mau dimaklumi

urus saja urusanmu jangan urusi aku jangan ganggu aku
aku akan mendapatkan apa yang aku mau
apapun caranya
aku akan mempertahankan pemikiranku apapun resikonya

aku mungkin memperdulikanmu tapi aku akan meminta timbal balik darimu
oh aku ini lebih licik dari swiper
lebih curang dari joker

bencilah padaku dan aku akan lebih membencimu
hukumlah aku dan aku akan membalas semua pemberianmu

aku tidak perduli jika semua ini membunuhku
hidup dan mati ditanganku
kekuasaan penuh kemerdekaan penuh atas diriku

aku ratu hitam dikotak putih pada papan caturmu

8.760 hours ago

2009-11-14T01:26:00.002+07:00

one late afternoon, u swear u won't let me go and i said i'll be yours
its the end of our loneliness the very beggining of our start
we walk through seasons
share secrets, laugh and tears
fight the distance, time, all the people around us
we're angel we're devil we're judge we're criminals
those were 8.760 hours ago

happy anniversary heart

love u

always have always will

judging the judge

2009-11-12T17:07:00.002+07:00

we don't want people to make unilateral judgments against us
but unconsciously, we judge others too
its paradox

but why we have to concern so much on what people said about us?
even sometimes we're a lot more concern to people judgment than god's

i want to master ignorance
so i don't have to feel down when someone judge me
so i don't have to judge others
i really want to tell the world that
'i don't care. i'll do what i want and what i have to do'

I’m not in this world to live up to your expectations and you’re not in this world to live up to mine - Bruce Lee

the xx chromosome

2009-11-10T14:49:00.011+07:00

we are born to be loved,
NOT to be understood

why?
simply, cause sometimes we fail to understand our self.
don't we? ;)

Sometimes you just feel like ****
The tight pants that you have don't fit
Sometimes guys just make you sick
And you're looking for something to kick
You feel so lost in this pretty world
That's how it sometimes feels to be a girl
(M2M - Sometimes)

that's the way the cookie crumble

2009-04-27T10:15:00.008+07:00

kadang gw bingung sama hidup ini..
sometimes it feels so complicated, sometimes it feels so simple

beberapa hari ini gw cukup bahagia dengan hidup gw
it feels so simple because of some simple things in life like:

. sebuah ucapan terima kasih dari sahabat walau cuma lewat sms
. 2 kata sakti dari sahabat 'miss u' walau cuma di testy
. sebuah protes dari sahabat karena seorang assh*le sms dy
. temen SD gw ada yang masih inget sama gw, walau dengan jahatnya gw baru inget setelah gw dikasi tau siapa dy hhe maaf ya teman..
(berarti muka gw emang masih imut,lucu dan polos
seperti anak SD hhi...)

then we come to the complicated part
ada beberapa hal dalam hidup ini yg bikin gw bingung..
but it feels so funny aja klo dipikir2

women are more emotional n less rational
dan cowo itu suka terlalu logika dan ga ber-emosi
ko bisa ya hidup bareng terus punya banyak anak?!
padahal bertolak belakang banget
bisa2nya cowo ga bisa hidup tanpa cewe and vice versa

aneh
seperti kata asami 'hidup itu aneh'
(lo masih aneh ga mi?hahaha)
gw setuju banget tuh

perempuan itu punya kantong rahim, kantong rahim itu kaya susu ultra
mereka punya expired date
sedangkan sperma kaya wine berlaku untuk jangka waktu yang lama
-taken from novel 'Marriagable'

kesannya ga adil banget ya?
tapi emang gitu kan?heee...

aneh banget emang hidup ini
adil itu ternyata ga harus sama dan seimbang
tapi berjalan sebagaimana mestinya

just theenk 'bout that ;-)

repost from my previous blog dats dway dcookie crumble
dengan sedikit revisi
post on Thursday, November 9th, 2006

5:10 pm

2009-04-27T08:57:00.003+07:00

jam pada ponsel ku menunjukkan angka 5:10 pm
matahari bersinar lembut seperti warna orange pada cheese cake
langit biru berhias awan putih dan burung gereja yang berterbangan
tetangga sebelah menyirami halamannya menyebabkan udara jadi berbau tanah dan rerumputan yang basah
suara anak-anak kecil berteriak dan berlarian melemparkan ingatan ku pada sore yang sama ketika aku seusia mereka

belajar berenang, mengaji, bermain polisi dan penjahat, bentengan atau hanya bersepeda keliling kompleks
aku teringat ketika aku memiliki begitu banyak energi untuk berteriak dan berlari
ketika aku tak perduli matahari menghitamkan kulit ku
ketika masalah belum serumit yang aku hadapi sekarang ini

oh aku sungguh ingin kembali pada masa itu
tertawa,berlari,menangis,merajuk,berteriak.
terluka karena terjatuh dari sepeda,saling mencakar dengan teman ku dan sudah berbaikkan keesokkan harinya
hidup terasa lebih mudah saat itu
aku tak perlu memikirkan masa depan ku dan orang-orang di sekitar ku

tp aku tidak berada di neverland
aku berada di mana setiap orang tumbuh dan menua
beberapa dari mereka menjadi dewasa
ada yang pernah berkata kepada ku bahwa menjadi dewasa itu bagus tp menjadi tua tidak
hmm mungkin ia benar
tapi menjadi dewasa itu seperti apa aku tak tau
ketika aku telah menemukan suatu bentuk kedewasaan
aku dihadapkan pada suatu kenyataan yang membuat ku kembali ragu

'seperti apa menjadi dewasa itu?'

semakin aku memikirkannya semakin aku tidak mengerti
semakin aku muak
seperti soal matematika yang tak mampu ku pecahkan
dunia ini sudah penuh dengan kemunafikan
tanpa sadarpun kau akan melakukannya

yang aku inginkan saat ini hanyalah sebuah kebebasan
bebas berteriak, berlari dan tidak memperdulikan apapun
merasakan suasana sore tanpa beban itu

namun malam telah tiba
aku harus pulang
dan kembali pada kehidupan ku..
menjalaninya.

you will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consist of, you will never live if you search the meaning of life

my foolish love letter

2009-03-12T02:51:00.006+07:00

there are times
when i love u so much
there are times
when i hate u this much
n there are times
when i'm caught in the middle

i'm a singer but i'm the bad one
i'm screaming my lungs n closing my ear
deaf.
i'm screaming i love you

burned by the things i've seen
i hate your ex
i hate your friends with benefits
i hate your so called 'sister'
i hate to see u give (even just) a word to them!

i know i've been foolish
i know i've been selfish
but look through that n u will see
i'll do better
Baby!
I CAN DO BETTER!

sleepless tonight..
when i lied awake..
if only i could tell u how i feel..

please stay close, don't go..
i'll defend u!
even if saving u sends me to heaven..

i don't care what people say anymore

i love u with all my heart.

i'm yours | 141108

sabtu ku. .

2009-02-14T11:52:00.002+07:00

ini sabtu biasa
sepi
aku terpuruk lemah di rumah
tapi hari ini matahari bersinar dengan hangat tak seperti minggu lalu
aku mau berjemur menguapkan lendir dalam kepala ku
tapi tubuhku menolak
berdiri pun aku tak sanggup

siang ini seorang anak manis terlelap di samping ku
nafasnya teratur tapi wajahnya tidak tenang
aku ingin tau apa yang ada dalam mimpinya
apa yang membuat wajah polosnya mengkerut begitu

sabtu ini terasa hampa
seperti sabtu biasa
seperti tahun-tahunku sebelumnya
udara menguarkan aroma masakan ibuku
dan kadang terdengar suara berkeletak
suara ayahku berkutat dengan perkakasnya
mencoba membenarkan apa saja yang rusak
adikku sudah pergi dari semalam
membuat aku kembali merasa sebagai anak tunggal
seperti ketika ia belum lahir

kadang angin bertiup
membuat dedaunan bergemerisik
ini memang sabtu ku hampa dan tenang
sabtu ku yang berbau apak seperti buku tua di perpustakaan

tapi ada yang berbeda
ada sesuatu yang mengganggu pikiranku
rasa hampa dan sepi itu merasuki jiwaku juga
membuat sabtu ini tak bisa ku nikmati

aku tidak tau apa penyebab semua ini
aku ingin mengenyahkan rasa ini
tapi yang dapat ku lakukan hanya menjalani semua ini
tanpa mampu mengobati ataupun memperbaiki keadaan

berharap dy ada disini
membawa ku keluar dari kota ini
ke negeri matahari yang hangat
aku tak kan peduli jika aku hangus terbakar sinarnya

aku ingin ke pantai
merasakan angin memporak-porandakan rambut ku
mendengarkan debur ombak yang seolah menjadi lagu nina bobo ku
merasakan air membenamkan kaki ku dengan pasir yang dibawanya

aku ingin pergi
aku ingin terbang menjadi kupu-kupu
atau sekedar menjadi burung gereja
aku ingin melihat dunia

tapi khayalan ku terhalang tembok rumah ku
aku kembali di kasur ku yang nyaman
kembali pada sabtu ku

this saturday,
something burden my mind..

my quirky carnival

2009-01-21T12:27:00.001+07:00

have i told you?
my biggest problem is being single for 20 and a half years before?
have i told you?
i’m not as loaded as you
still living with my parent which made me sick?
have i told you?
that I really love my friends
and I just can’t put them aside?
have i told you?
i have different point of view from a common people
including the way i talk and joke?

may be i sound complicated but actually i’m an opened book
all you have to do is read

i solemnly swear that i’m not a good person,
but not the bad one either

it’s me with my cynic thought
it’s me in my black and white world
it’s me and all my wounds
it’s me do the talking, my shit shout

welcome to my quirky carnival..

what lies ahead. .

2009-01-08T13:55:00.003+07:00

its already 2009
i’m heading to the future
and as far as my eye can see, there are only 3 matters of extreme importance:
. get a diploma degree with a great GPA
. pass the entrance test for bachelor degree
. love my man sincerely, more and more each day even though distance separated us away
aseek bahasa gw sinetron abis hha
(sengaja g gw nomorin soalnya semua sama pentingnya ya)

huff. . gw benerbener g nyangka, in just a few months things have change for me
gw pikir masa depan gw cuma bakal ada karir aja
kuliah-kerja-kaya raya
gw nyaris meniadakan kata ‘married’ dalam kamus gw
karena gw g percaya lagi ada true love buat gw
true love which sets you free and takes you as you are
oke itu pembahasan next post yang gw jamin makan tempat dan waktu

well, I have some wishes for this year
1. kul sambil kerja supaya bias bayar kuliah sendiri (biar seenak jidat kuliahnya kan bayar sendiri g mesti tanggung jawab ma bonyok bukan begitu?hhe)
2. bikin paspor kali aja gw pengen kabur ke malay nyerahin diri jadi tkwnya pacar hhe
3. berlibur ke bali, semarang ato jogja g sama bonyok dong
4. I must back to the right path, setelah sedikit mereng selama 1,5 tahun ini: sholat g bener, ngomong g bener, ngerokok ckckck kpn bonyok gw ngajarin gt coba? Anak durhaka gw ini. .
5. learn to be more rational and less emotional. .grow up lady!

I hope this year will be a much better than before for me and everyone. .may the force be with us always. .